My Idol

To tell the truth, I do not have an idol. This is because fundamentally I have a strong belief that nobody is perfect in this world and an idol supposed to be perfect. Perhaps I could say that I have created an imagnary idol for myself who is completely perfect in every single aspect. My idol is a very positive and confident person with high self-esteem. I imagine my idol to be a man because it is the main law of attraction, I mean to say, opposite attracts.  My idol is very calm in solving problems or in dealing with any issues, whether simple or complicated issues. He is so reliable for anything, and available at anytime. Most probably, my inner voice is my idol (maybe it sounds really weird). Nobody could ever deflect him from his inner sense of peace. He knows what is right or wrong and what should he do in certain circumstances. He guides me whenever I am in need or in the midst of solving problems. he is such a great hero and idol for me.

My Mid Semester Break

     It feels seriously good to hear the word "break". It gives some space for ourselves to validate certain things and to practise inner peace. For this mid semester break, I already had a few things in my mind. So, it is not really a complete break for myself as I've got some things to do. After finishing the last class on Friday, I was actually looking forward to be done with the charity dinner function that I was supposed to attend on Saturday night with my best friend, Pavethira. Thus, I was pretty busy preparing my stuffs for Saturday. I felt a bit restless as I seldom attend this kind of functions.However, I still got to go no matter what because I have already bought the ticket.On Saturday morning, I went to college and Pavethira picked me up from there.We had some things to do in between and we finally reached Armada Hotel, Petaling Jaya at 7.30pm for the charity night. I enjoyed the show and completed the night with photography session as usual. Well, what's new with girls. It was quite a tiring day.I stayed in Pave's house and got up at 12pm the next day. I stayed until Monday in Pave's house and my best buddy from Kedah came and picked me up on that night.We reached Kedah on Tuesday and I went for shopping to get some toys for my little loveable nephew, Tash and dinner for my family. On Wednesday, I visited my mother's youngest sister's new born baby boy. I was so eager to see him. I spent time with them for some time before leaving to buy gifts for my aunt and her baby and I left my mom there. I accompanied my aunt and left her house at 1.30am. Had mee goreng mamak for supper at 3am and hit the sack. The next day, I went to Penang with my mom and friend. I send my mom to our family friend's shop who is a florist.I had some things to settle in the other part of the island. After that, I went for a short walk in the Feringghi Beach with my friend. My mom called me and said that, my aunt's mom is in Penang( who was previously in a different region) and we have not met her for almost 12 years. Thus, I went back to the shop to fetch my mom and aunt, brought them for a vegetarian lunch and went to her apartment to visit her mom ( whom I used to refer as my own grandma). I used to love her so much when I was young, I still do. She was so surprised with our presence and couldn't recognize us at first. She is now 71 years old. We shared some old memories and stories. That was quite touching. Then, before going back I went to my favourite place in Penang, Gurney Drive hawker stalls and had my favourite food that I've been missing a lot. After that day, I spent the rest of the week at home,entertaining my little one,Tash. I shoot off from Kedah to Kuala Lumpur on Monday and everything starts back as usual. Classes, assignments and homework.